Masturbation

everyone jacks off, or flicks the bean once in awhile. but i just thought about this..i was watching porn, and there's a category for masturbation. it has this girl sitting in front of her mirror, checkin her self out, slowly making out with her self in the mirror, and then she full on just masturbates on her bed shamelessly. i remember thinking, "okay this is porn..she's shamelessly playing with herself." but then i switched to a different video, a complete opposite of what i just saw. this porno had the white lighting in a hotel with a perfect view over the beach. this girl touched her self for about 5 minutes of the video, and then does the deed. when she finishes she does the back arch, closes her eyes, and the camera fades to white in her name. shit was hella romantic. and i personally believe-and i think everyone believes-is that doing the deed is a shameful act..after you do it.

in no way possible can you make masturbation a romantic experience, unless you have this special shit you do before you bust one. but even that isn't romantic. masturbation is a tool in which if you can't have sex for some reason, you bust a nut call it a day and get going. who is actually gonna take up an hour of there day to light some candles and do some freaky ass buffalo bill shit without walking away in shame. i don't know about everyone else, but when i masturbate and finish..i feel dirty, like i just fucked a whore and threw up on her to get off. i don't ever walk away thinking,"man my right hand is a good lay..i love her." i walk away saying,"fuck..i could've just had sex..did i really have to do that?" but i guess when you're in sixth grade and you just found out you can bust a load masturbating can be a romantic experience. but as a grown man or woman you should not be sitting there lighting candles. all you have to do it get on your computer, shoot, then you're finished. unlike ms. get-a-hotel-and-do-it-to-myself; there is no camera..so why do all that shit?

but point being, that video made me think how shameless that is to fuck yourself with passion and love just to feel like a piece of shit afterwards. fuck yeah you feel good for those first few seconds, but after a minute you sit there..and you're just like, "damn." also that video sucked..it was well put in superbad. seeing a vagina by it self..unnatural. but seeing someone make sweet love to their own vagina..fucking horrible camera.